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Yup, I'm alive

I don't really like updating my journal cause I don't know what is appropriate... too personal I can't publish... more don't want to... but at the end I don't have too much to say if it's not personal... WTF?...

I'm getting frustrated because of the fact I haven't been for more then a couple of months!!! I know I know... I'm in the army now right? It's no excuse, I still got most of the weekends to do that... I guess my thoughts lately aren't so creative as they used to be, my muse disappeared and I'm feeling empty........... the winter! it is it's fault! That's the reason I lost my muse! although I love being depressed sometimes cause I take advantage of it and new ideas pops in my mind... So what is it???